Ayzha Darwin is trapped in a marriage where intimacy is non-existant and the desire to cheat is overwhelming. Will she have the strength to stay faithful to her husband? When is a friendly lunch between platonic friends dangerous? When the platonic friend is a secret.....
Take a sneak peek at chapter 5 of SLOW BURN and tell me what you think!
Chapter 5
Thunder is the sound that lightening makes. I saw him leaning towards me smiling his electric smile, and heard his voice telling me all of the things I thought I wanted to hear. The low rumblings made me shiver. His cautious touch sent a jolt of raw energy through my body.
“So, when can I see you again?”
It reminded me of an old Babyface song. I loved the acoustic guitar on that track; and as I sat inside of Tyree’s car watching storm clouds slowly descend upon the park where we’d chosen to meet discreetly, that song played over and over in my mind.
I wasn’t doing anything wrong. We talked. I didn’t touch him, not even when he placed his hand over mine and gave it a gentle squeeze. I didn’t squeeze back so I was pretty sure it couldn’t be called holding hands.
“You shouldn’t be seeing me now,” I said glancing over at him.
His dark eyes flashed with amusement and a satisfied smirk eased itself over his face.
“I do believe the lady is still afraid.”
“Of you? Whatever.” I dismissed his assessment of my emotions with a wave of my hand.
“I want to kiss you.” He said it so simply he may as well have been telling me that he liked the color blue.
“What makes you think that I want to kiss you?”
“You’re here.” Tyree fingered the lace at the hem of my pink skirt.
He had no right to touch my skirt, had no right to squeeze my exposed knee, but I did nothing to stop him, just took a controlled breath and stared at his hand stroking my leg so familiarly.
“I’m leaving,” I said evenly.
“Now, you know you’re not leaving until I get my kiss.”
“Then I guess we’ll be stuck here for a very long time.”
“Would that be so bad?” Now, he was tracing lazy circles on my bare arm, “Stuck here with me in the middle of a storm?”
I didn’t answer. I reached for the door handle. He reached for my hand. I froze.
“I have to get back. I’ll be late.” I almost sounded as if I were begging.
“I know. The sooner I get my kiss the sooner you can leave.”
I took another deep breath, and then another, and then another. Panic was beginning to sink in but I couldn’t allow him to see the affect he was having on me. I should never have agreed to this. I knew that it was wrong. What had possessed me to agree to meet up with Tyree in such an intimate, confined space? Words like neglect, disregard, and despair popped into my head. Loneliness, frustration, stupidity… Oh just get it over with.
I leaned in and just as I was about to kiss him, Tyree shook his head and quickly exited the car. Dumbfounded, I watched as he walked around to the passenger side and opened the door for me. His strong hands grabbed mine, pulling me from the confines of his black Lexus. We were standing too close to one another. I couldn’t look at him. Sensing my embarrassment, Tyree turned me around, hugged me from behind, and planted the lightest of kisses on the left side of my neck.
“You look beautiful today.”
“Don’t say that,” I whispered.
“Why not? It’s the truth.” Tyree rested his chin on my shoulder.
I saw a flash of lightening. One Mississippi…two Mississippi…three Mississippi, thunder gently rolled in the distance. A significant amount of tension left my body and I began to relax in his embrace. Wobbly, my knees became. Rapidly, my heart beat. I felt as if I would slide right out of his arms and fold up like a chair after a tent revival.
“You’d better go.”
“Yes.”
He opened my car door and I quickly got in. My hands were shaking so badly I damn near poked myself in the eye trying to put my shades on. The sun wasn’t shining anymore.
“Thanks for lunch.” I allowed myself to look at him. I almost hated myself for liking what I saw.
“Anytime, Lady.” He replied.
I drove away slowly, gently fingering the sensitive spot on my neck Tyree had chosen to kiss. I dared to close my eyes at the stop sign. I could still feel the gentle pressure of his lips on my skin. Suddenly, my situation was very clear. I had just had lunch, in a park, in a car, with someone who was definitely not the man I’d pledged my life to in a church full of friends and family eight years ago. My skin began to itch and I nervously raked my fingernails up and down my arm.
I had just had lunch with another man and instead of feeling guilty I felt…rejuvenated. I giggled anxiously. My body began to tremble, but the nervous itch was gone, replaced by a tingling sensation I wasn’t accustomed to feeling. I spotted his car slowly approaching from behind me, and a smile overtook my mocha-glossed lips. Ohhhhhh….I’m in so much trouble.
Thunder is the sound that lightening makes. I saw him leaning towards me smiling his electric smile, and heard his voice telling me all of the things I thought I wanted to hear. The low rumblings made me shiver. His cautious touch sent a jolt of raw energy through my body.
“So, when can I see you again?”
It reminded me of an old Babyface song. I loved the acoustic guitar on that track; and as I sat inside of Tyree’s car watching storm clouds slowly descend upon the park where we’d chosen to meet discreetly, that song played over and over in my mind.
I wasn’t doing anything wrong. We talked. I didn’t touch him, not even when he placed his hand over mine and gave it a gentle squeeze. I didn’t squeeze back so I was pretty sure it couldn’t be called holding hands.
“You shouldn’t be seeing me now,” I said glancing over at him.
His dark eyes flashed with amusement and a satisfied smirk eased itself over his face.
“I do believe the lady is still afraid.”
“Of you? Whatever.” I dismissed his assessment of my emotions with a wave of my hand.
“I want to kiss you.” He said it so simply he may as well have been telling me that he liked the color blue.
“What makes you think that I want to kiss you?”
“You’re here.” Tyree fingered the lace at the hem of my pink skirt.
He had no right to touch my skirt, had no right to squeeze my exposed knee, but I did nothing to stop him, just took a controlled breath and stared at his hand stroking my leg so familiarly.
“I’m leaving,” I said evenly.
“Now, you know you’re not leaving until I get my kiss.”
“Then I guess we’ll be stuck here for a very long time.”
“Would that be so bad?” Now, he was tracing lazy circles on my bare arm, “Stuck here with me in the middle of a storm?”
I didn’t answer. I reached for the door handle. He reached for my hand. I froze.
“I have to get back. I’ll be late.” I almost sounded as if I were begging.
“I know. The sooner I get my kiss the sooner you can leave.”
I took another deep breath, and then another, and then another. Panic was beginning to sink in but I couldn’t allow him to see the affect he was having on me. I should never have agreed to this. I knew that it was wrong. What had possessed me to agree to meet up with Tyree in such an intimate, confined space? Words like neglect, disregard, and despair popped into my head. Loneliness, frustration, stupidity… Oh just get it over with.
I leaned in and just as I was about to kiss him, Tyree shook his head and quickly exited the car. Dumbfounded, I watched as he walked around to the passenger side and opened the door for me. His strong hands grabbed mine, pulling me from the confines of his black Lexus. We were standing too close to one another. I couldn’t look at him. Sensing my embarrassment, Tyree turned me around, hugged me from behind, and planted the lightest of kisses on the left side of my neck.
“You look beautiful today.”
“Don’t say that,” I whispered.
“Why not? It’s the truth.” Tyree rested his chin on my shoulder.
I saw a flash of lightening. One Mississippi…two Mississippi…three Mississippi, thunder gently rolled in the distance. A significant amount of tension left my body and I began to relax in his embrace. Wobbly, my knees became. Rapidly, my heart beat. I felt as if I would slide right out of his arms and fold up like a chair after a tent revival.
“You’d better go.”
“Yes.”
He opened my car door and I quickly got in. My hands were shaking so badly I damn near poked myself in the eye trying to put my shades on. The sun wasn’t shining anymore.
“Thanks for lunch.” I allowed myself to look at him. I almost hated myself for liking what I saw.
“Anytime, Lady.” He replied.
I drove away slowly, gently fingering the sensitive spot on my neck Tyree had chosen to kiss. I dared to close my eyes at the stop sign. I could still feel the gentle pressure of his lips on my skin. Suddenly, my situation was very clear. I had just had lunch, in a park, in a car, with someone who was definitely not the man I’d pledged my life to in a church full of friends and family eight years ago. My skin began to itch and I nervously raked my fingernails up and down my arm.
I had just had lunch with another man and instead of feeling guilty I felt…rejuvenated. I giggled anxiously. My body began to tremble, but the nervous itch was gone, replaced by a tingling sensation I wasn’t accustomed to feeling. I spotted his car slowly approaching from behind me, and a smile overtook my mocha-glossed lips. Ohhhhhh….I’m in so much trouble.
15 comments:
Okay I read the book...but the sister is dangling from the edge and playing with danger...hehe.
xoxo
Mmm hmmm...
I know what that's leading to...lol
Great excerpt!
Darnetta
Ayzha is playing with fire and if she continues I would think it's going to burn sooner or later. Not sure why Tyree is a secret friend and no intimacy is in Ahzha marriage but it is the making of trouble to follow called an affair. Chapter five leaves me wondering what happened in the first four chapter and the rest of the story. I can actually admit having a secret friend in a marriage is not a good thing if you intend to still keep this friend and meet outside of your marriage in secrecy even if it's just going to be platonic because if your mate ever find out trouble is sure to brew all in the form of a secret and so much more if trouble is already in the home. I will be sure to add this book to my buy list and see how it ends for Ayzha.
Tina Allen
Hmmm - emotional infidenlty perhaps...and more? :)
I should pay more attention - I meant to spell infidelity instead of the new word I just made up!:)
Niambi, I knew what you meant. LOL. Thanks For stopping By!
Darnetta, some folks just can't keep their hands away from the flames, huh? ha ha ha
Yas, you already know!
Tina, You are SO right about the dangers of secret friends...a secret friend is a secret for a reason..."break open in case of emergency!"
This is definetly dangerous territory that this Sista is stepping into. Although she may be unhappily married, she is setting herself up for failure by trying to be platonic with someone she knows good and well she is attracted to.
I have been in this situation before and for me...I failed MISERABLY with keeping the distance. It was just too much temptation! LOL
Thank you for sharing!!!
I need to read the first four I enjoyed chapter 5 and platonic friendship just became friends with benefits
I'm just here for the free food.
Ebony, thanks for the reply and I love it "break open in case of emergency" got to remember that one. ROFL!!!
Tina Allen
girl i can't wait to get this book what i have read so far has me wanting to read more. i have been looking for a good black author and i have found one
I love the detail. I can't wait to read the rest of the book. I can tell already that this is going to be a book that I am not going to be able to put down. Love your writing.
I would love to know the origins of thier "friendship." Even through dialogue, she never really denounced any of his actions or statements. It was truly one of those No means Yes moments. I definitely have a thirst to find out how things progress between them. I cannot deny the magic you have with words.
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